nex month, aq kne msok bilik bedah for the forth time...huh!..even surgent kcik je but im still scare...sjak beberape taon ni, aq cik kua msok ospital...sdiy sgt tgk ibu ngn ayh kne abis kn duit tuk rawat aq+ kne korban kn mse tuk lyn kerenah aq mse ngh saket ni...sdiy sgt...aq byk kecewe kn diowg...even dr segi stdy+attitude...dont know y...aq sdiy sgt coz xdpt bg diowg hepy slame aq idop ni...aq harap sgt aq ley score exm dis sem... hope ngn care ni, ibu n ayah hepy kjap n rse xnyesal sbb lahir kn aq kat muke bumi ni...
dr segi friendship, aq xtaw pe yg aq rse skrng...nta...bile aq wat ek, owg xpna perasan....bile nk wat jhat, sume owg nmpk jer...ahhaha...pnat ar...aq sdar aq ni hodoh+sombong+jhat...but im a human being...i need space to be social n live..even u like it or not, dis is me...n for those yg pna te rse ati ngn aq or saket kn ati aq, im so sowi for everything...im juz being myself...hepy coz pna jd kwn kowg..mybe bkn mse ny tuk kte still be kwn...bior mse yg tentu kn everything...pape pn im so sowi coz xjd kwn yg bek tuk kowg...
last but not least...ya allah..aq byk sgt wat dose...im too tired wif my life...i know only u can help me to release all the things make me feel bad...byk sgt jln buntu kat dpn aq ni...which one should i choose?i miss mekah, i miss all the memories at that time...i wanna be that person again...but how?emmmmm....
