~STORY OF MY LIFE

hye honey...lme aq xupdate ko kn...so sowi...act im not in the mood now...alot of pressure comes around + kesihatan aq pn xbape nk btol now...n most thing yg pling menggangu pikiran now is I MISS MY PARENT..


im so boring wif all this situation now...n im too tired to face anyting...i think im in love wif one guy...but my BFF like like that guy...so i have to step back from now on...truly sometime i feel like jealous at her if she near to that guy...but dont know...i still in +ve thinking to remind myself that she my BFF...i cant stab behind her back...i need her more than that guy...so, NURUL HUSNA BINTI ABDUL AZIZ...juz forget it...


now, i juz need my parents to much....ayah...ibu...blik ar...im to tired to face all this stupid things....plezz come home...

~pose time...chaiyok2 to me n ruzen(my bes buddies eva)..=)

stay by jay sean~

You said it once,
Said it twice,
That it hurts but I do it again
I don't change, I don't't learn, cause I can't let it in
Said it's gone, let it be, 'cause you don't need a friend
Baby I do,
I pull on you, pushin' me cry
To be laughing and I
Promise you, you promise me backin and why
Does it all fall apart in just a matter of time...

So I'm thinking maybe
You've made up your mind
'Cause you're distort (distort)
And I can't stand to fight no more
So please don't make me hurt you like I do
I don't really trust myself truly,
Eventhough I hear you sayin' baby no, no
(no, no, nonono, nono)
I can't take no more of this and
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on the outdoor
Askin' if you still let me in
Won't you stay (ay, ay, ay, ay, baby... ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay...)
Won't you stay?

Memories lookin fun that we had on photographs in the wall
Now I can't make you smile or hear you laugh anymore
And I can't help or ask, that's the point of it all
Tell me Baby,
Call it love, call it blame, call it joy, call it pain
But I found, call it girl what you made is as painful as hell
To be here while you're there don't need nobody else...

So I'm thinking maybe
You've made up your mind
'Cause you're distort (distort)
And I can't stand to fight no more
So please don't make me hurt you like I do
I don't really trust myself truly,
Eventhough you're tellin' me
(no, no, nonono, nono)
I can't take no more of this and
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on the outdoor
Askin' if you still let me in
Won't you stay (ay, ay, ay, ay, baby... ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay...)
Won't you stay?

If it's all meant for me?
And if I'm so meant for you?
Why does this have to be so hard on both of us two?
If it's all meant for me?
And if I'm so meant for you?
Why does this have to be so hard on both of us two?

Still you're sayin' no, no (no, no, nonono, nono)
I can't take no more of this and
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on the outdoor
Asking if you still let me in
Won't you stay (ay, ay, ay, ay, baby... ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay...)
Won't you stay?
Won't you stay (ay, ay, ay, ay, baby... ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay...)
Won't you stay?

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/stay_lyrics_jay_sean.html
All about Jay Sean: http://www.musictory.com/music/Jay+Sean

~stay

wish: could dance like her again...emmmm..='(

wndu time g umrah dlu...bes oliday eva...

ske pic ni

feel cam bebas sgt ngok pic ni..

~ni je dlm pale now

ni ngh tension ngadap heat transfer....

~tlong jgn wat sy serbe sala

today, aq sdiy sgt...emmm...nta ar...sowg2 wat hal...dat guy dtg blik...sbb fmly dye xrestu hbgn dye n awek dye...fmly dye ske sgt kat aq..walhal br 2 kali aq jejak kaki kat uma tu...emmm...nta ar...aq juz nk wat bek kat fmly dye coz dye br lpas kehilangan mak te cinte...aq xsmpi ati nk ngok dye sdiy...even thought he juz my skandal...tp nta ar, aq xnk dye now or lpas ni...sbb aq hormat hbgan dye n awek dye...aq xnk kecewa kn ati pmpn len...in the same time aq serbe sala ngn fmly dye...i juz cant...he can only be my BFF from now on...

kalo ar blog ni, fmly dye bce kan bgos...aq nk sgt ckp, juz gve dat girl chance...bdak pmpn tu bdak ag...mybe xmature ag...so juz gve her time..mybe after dis dye ley wat pe yg ptot...sy xperfect or ley puas kan ati sume owg pn...mybe nmpk sy ley wat be gaul ngn owg tue n reti skit2 wat keje,...but act tu sume pengalaman yg nnek bg kat sy...sy byk mmbesar ngn nnek,,.,..thats y, sy ley time culture tu...pe jalanan idop kte pnjang ag, so juz gve dat girl chance...sy xnk jd perampas pd sape2 pn...tlong ar...=)

~complicated~

pepatah: yg d kejar xdapat, yg di kendong beciciran....

hahaah...lawak ar now...owg yg aq ske sume xske aq...OH MY GOD3(versi meon).......n yg ske kat aq sume yg aq anggap as fwen je...hahahah...cmne ni...aq xnk reject owg, in de same time aq xnk kne reject...aishhh...cmne ni...sowie...guys...aq nk stdy sgt2...even aq ske kat dat guy, tp aq kne taman kn dlm2 perasaan tu...coz aq ag ske stdy...bkn jual mahal, tp blom sdie nk d kecewa kn kali ke berape nta...ahahhaa...sape2 yg aq te lyn lbh2 tu act aq men2 je...coz aq cume ske one guy je now...owg tu 1 of my bff...n dat feeling bior ar rhsie...

='(

takziah to dd...feel sad to u...n truly xpna ngok ko se terok tu...emmmmm....jgn sdiy ye....aq, ruzen, man n alip slalo je ade tuk ko....fwen for eva...

bile kenang kn nseb dye td, te igt lak nseb aq t cmne nta...emmmm....ibu ayah...miss u guys damnly....

~mlm yg complicated

wndu uma....nk blik...ibu ayah...jgn ar pegi africa...angah wndu sume owg...dtg ar cni...emmmm

~searching for mr doraemon~

mr doraemon?
kateria>>

~hepy
~honest
~funny guy
~genius(in many way)
~always on my side( memahami pe yg aq nk n xmgonkong)
~know how to make me smile
~most wanted>>xtggal solat

ahhahah...pe aq merepek kat atas tu....act still looking for MR DORAEMON sy...sy da jmpe dye, but ssh sgt nk dekat ngn dye...abeed n ruzen, tlong support sy...tlong igt kan sy suh blaja n blaja...sy xnk feeling2 t sy xfocus stdy da...emmm...

~someone stalking me????~

cam pelik je kan tajok tu...ahahhah....tp seyezly de owg stalking me but it was girl...no~ im not lesbio ok...jgn pkir2 len yek...hahahha

truly, aq agk de mslh ngn sowg minah ni...sbb she's too SELFISH...sy xske owg cmtu ok...so, i juz remove dye dr FB n all connection between us...so, our status juz tggal as room8 je...ahhaha...kejam kn aq...but i ske pe yg i da wat tu...its better...at least aq xyah tgk dye ny story yg pnoh ngn pretending dlm bnde yg aq slalo bukak...ahhahha....yg pling aq te kejot sgt, dye ngadu kat our housemate psl aq remove dye...this situation makes me wonder, how did shes now if i removed her...there are no notification showed any sign...truly shes STALKING MY PAGE...my god...seyez menakot kn...wow...!~

actually bkn dye sowg i pna remove...aq juz nk be myself...n i xnk pretanding pn sape2 ag...if xske tros ckp xske...coz after dat xyah nk serabot2 kan pale pkir psl depa...ahhahha....sy JAHAT?sy mmg jahat...so what?do i look like i care bout others feeling...now what i most care juz bout my fmly, my BFF,my truly fwen(someone dont pretending) n my clazmate ONLY...so xyah nk menyemak ar ur feeling kat idop aq...sgt2 menyemak...

~aq benci ko, MISS SELFISH~

bnde yg pling aq benci wat dlm idop ni >>>> pretending...xske sgt2...n for sure ar sape2 pn xske kn...from now on, aq juz nk jd dri sndri n be myself...xkesa ar pe owg nk ckp kat aq...ske ati ar...this is true me...as long as aq xberzina n malu kat fmly aq, its up to me...

now, sume bnde nk pretending...pnat ar...pe kate juz direct je kalo wat pape...kn ag snang,bkn ssh pn...kalo aq de wat sala, juz tegor je...bkn ssh sgt pn...

~hepy day~

ari aq blik uma 6.30 pg...dlm keadaan ter ketar-ketar kesejukan+keletihan coz da 2 arri xtdo......rse cam duk kai igloo pn de gak...sume ni gare2 sowg housemate aq yg pling2 'bek'..sb dye nk tdo sgt, aq te pkse stdy kat lua...menyampah tgk muke dye lme..(da stop talking bout her,angah...wat rosak mood yg de je t)....


smpi2 uma, solat n tros tdo...target kne gon awl, koz de claz kul 2-4ptg...pnye ar smgat bgon kul 10...tggu ny tggu, kimo tex me..(claz fluid xde ari ni...so kowg ley smbung tdo)...heppy gle aq coz xde claz which mean claz ari ni free...ok!~


so aq nk wat target br...(ruzen n kwn2 >>>>jom g tgk wyg...)huhu...=)

ari yg pling worst~

bln feb, bln yag pling aq saket ati...ngn claz bertindih2...cam sial pn de gak...ngn kwn2 cam peragai pelik2...sume nk emo...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa....tension taw x...xyah nk serabot kn pale aq ag...now br nk mule bln br,thought ley ar release kn tension yg de...but keep saket kn ati..geram sgt....life totaly getting complicated...de setgh owg, kalo nk kawan pn xikhlas...

huhu....tp lucky gak coz de owg yg paham aq...huhu!~ syg kak ella, kak aina, alin n ruzen....(kowg ptot bangge aq sebut nme kowg).....hhuhuhuhu....hope kowg de kat blkang angah...=) 

love dis song damnly~

I know you're somewhere out 

there

Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back

My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad

But they don't know what I know
'Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon
Do you ever hear me calling?
'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon, still tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away